Do you ever feel like God is testing your faith? I know God doesn’t test us, but there are times when I feel so strong in my faith that there is NOTHING that could shake it. These are the times when I am the weakest, I believe. And, typically, these are the times when I mess up royally.
Recently, we had family members and friends receive horrible medical diagnoses. I was able to remain positive. I was able to turn to God and focus on Him. I felt like these were tests of my faith, and I passed. Praying that the Lord would be with them and help them. (Is there “passing” in faith – and is that my place to decide? The answer is truly NO.)
Well, in the middle of patting myself on the back for my “strong” faith, my daddy had a stress test. Just a “baseline”-because-it-had-been-a-while-since-his-last-test test. He didn’t “pass.” He was scheduled for a cath procedure where they checked for blocks and placed stents. My world shook a little. This is my daddy, the one we all turn to for just about anything. My husband tried to point out that we needed to pray, but I wasn’t ready. I started to fall apart and went through that first evening feeling just a little “off,” needing to turn to the Lord, but not doing so just yet.
Thinking and talking about it later, I realized that when I try to stand strong, I am the weakest. I really need to get down on my knees. The times when I feel so strong are when I am most vulnerable. These are the times when I need to turn to God first, get down on my knees and give Him my heart one more time. God is my strength and my courage. He is my rock. In Him I place my trust.
Out of time?
So many things going “wrong?”
Are things going well?
Pray first. 🙂
“But He said to me,‘My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness.’ I will boast most gladly of my weaknesses, in order that the power of Christ may dwell within me.” 2 Corinthians 12:9
“Be sober and vigilant. Your opponent the devil is prowling around like a roaring lion looking for [someone] to devour.” 1 Peter 5:8
Dear Lord, I do believe. Help my unbelief.
4 Replies to “On my knees”
It’s such a simple message, but one I often think about. God wants us to turn to Him when we are at our weakest because it is then, and typically only then, that we can truly and authentically trust in Him fully.
Beautiful inspiration, Amy. Thanks for the reminder. 🙂
Amen! You have always been a model to me of strong Faith! Thanks for reminding me of why! Beautiful post!
Lovely thoughts! It reminds me of a plaque I have on my wall – when life becomes more than you stand, kneel. Thanks for sharing!
Prayer the feet to our legs we stand on!
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